Toxico

Julgaste que os teus amigos não te quisessem mal
Pensaste poder sair quando quisesses
Mas o teu corpo já não te obedece
Tarde percebeste que não queriam estar sozinhos nesse vicío infernal
Nada fazes para te curar
Não tens Força de vontade
Tudo o que sabes é roubar e chutar
Perdeste a felicidade
Não sabes como a reencontrar

És um agarrado
Por todos detestado
És um deliquente
A droga destruiu-te a mente

Já não te importas com a tua aparência
Tás-te a cagar para o teu estado
Pensas estar condenado
Fazendo tudo para alimentar a dependência
Agora pensas no que foste
Olhas para o que és
Não acreditas na diferença
Como foi possivel tal mudança?
Na rua todos te topam
Sentes-te discriminado
Como escumalha és apontado
Sentes-te abaixo de cão

És um agarrado
Por todos detestado
És um deliquente
A droga destruiu-te a mente

Queres pôr a culpa na sociedade
Até mesmo na tua familia
Mas sabes que isso não é verdade
A culpa é toda tua
És tu quem deve lutar
Para que um dia voltes à rua
E ninguém tema o teu olhar.

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

The Son

Let me tell you a story about a son
Who thought he was the one

Lived his life in the cold , had no needs
Just to satisfy other people greeds

Everyone took advantage of his innocence
Taking all they could without expense

Then one day come a man who returned the son help
The unknown man woke something never felt

The poor son saw he was not the one
He was merely another truly man

He become so sad for living such a lie
That suddenly he begun to die

All his life he had help someone to improve
But no one was there to claim his body

He was thrown in a deep grave
With no tumbstone in wich to carve his name

But a big oak tree grown in a week
Marks the spot in wich we should weep

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

Teaching

Why are you speaking so bravely?
Can't you see no one is listening?
Everybody is absentminded
Thinking only on holiday
You must feel your time is wasted

I know you know
So why don't you react?
Kill your sorrow
That should be your act!!

Some already are asleep
Others gossip and even mock you
Everybody knows it's not your fault
It's a tradition we have to keep

The ones who kiss your ass when standing face to face
stabb you in your back every time you pass

You've done the same in your youth
So you really understand
But being on the other side
is something you can't stand

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

Flush it

Nobody wants to handle the shit
Everybody does some shit and no one wants to flush it
We all have the power to do it
But few have the guts to do it and succeed

Flush your smelly shit
Before it hurts someone
Do it nicely and do it quickly
And no questions will be made

Why can't you look at what you've done?
You assholes!!!
The one who did it should discard it
But no!!
You have to mess things up and fuck other people with your shit

Flush your smelly shit
Before it hurts someone
Do it nicely and do it quickly
And no questions will be made

One day you won't find someone to do it for you
Then you'll have to pay the consequences
Kiss your ass goodbye!!

So don't forget to flush your shit before it can be found
Or else you'll be caught and you may be the flushed one

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

Ninfo

I was walking on the street
When this woman jump on me
She had a gun in her hand and look like a freak
"I'm gonna blow your head" was what she said
Shitting in my pants I begged to let me free
She told me to shut up there was no turning back
I saw her coming forward and shut my eyes in fear
My mind wasn't clear but I swear I heard a zip
I began to feel good, I thought I was in heaven
But something wasn't right, I didn't saw the light
I peek realising I wasn't quite dead
While the nice little woman continued to blow my head
At the moment I felt the urge
Everything became clear
She was a ninfomaniac who chose me to be her dear

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

Landing

I don´t want to fall from here
I´m so high I can´t think
Everybody is talking to me
But I can´t figger what they say

I shouldn´t rise this high
Cause I don´t know how to fly
My mind is quiet my eyes are closing
I think I´m going down

I can still see them all
Gathering around me
Laughing of my fall
Then I feel something weird rising from my deep
And everyone runs away
As I barf all the way

I´m aware of myself again
I had a little trip
Don´t remember what I saw
So I´m starting another ride hoping not to dip

@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997

Hung in a Tree

You wanted to die
Now you are dead
Didn't even say goodbye
And you can't turn back
You are hung in a tree, swing by the wind
There's nothing more you can do

You were used to have what you want, do what you like, everything to you was granted
As you grew older you felt it go away
More and more was expected from you
Problems and obstacles appeared in your way
Your life became so sad
'I can't take it!' you said
So you have done it
And now you regret it
Cause it ain't what you thought
Instead of giving up you feel you should have fought
Cause

You wanted to die
Now you are dead
Didn't even say goodbye
And you can't turn back
You are hung in a tree, swing by the wind
Life has ended to you

You feel like you closed your book too soon
Misjudging it you may have skipped it's best pages
Not knowing if the dark clouds would vanish showing the sun and showing the moon
Too late you realised the end always comes there's no need to make it happen ahead
But

You wanted to die
Now you are dead
Didn't even say goodbye
And you can't turn back
You are hung in a tree, swing by the wind
There's nothing more you can do

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

Now It's Hell

Five kids on the road to hell
Five kids walking slow

Afraid of what they see
Afraid of what they hear
Afraid of their gonna be

Don't know how to hide
Don't know how to run
They can only follow the tide

Above their heads
Angels fly
Rising high in the sky

They can't understand
Why they have no wings
They would kill for a pair of them

They had kill so many
None for the wings
Just for the money and other things

By the wrong way
They become rich and wealthy
By jail
They thought had pay
Life was well
But now they're dead : AND ITS HELL!

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

The Dream

I'm in this party having lots of fun.
There's plenty of dope and plenty of alcohol.
I'm cracking and drinking as much as I can.
Everybody is dancing ,and smoking ,and drinking ,and I'm liking!
It's a real party.
Last thing I remember is going out for a piss before I blank out.
I'm having this weird dream.
I'm dreaming I'm in darkness wandering in the empty space.
I'm feeling real high.
I see nothing , can't understand why!
Then I spot a light far away.
She is heading this way.COOL!
And she's sooooo bright.
The light is everything I can focus so I'm running to her.
We are close and I can hear weird sounds .
It is almost if I can recognize them.
We keep heading for each other.
Then I remember the sound !!! Shit!!!
It's too late I'm gonna die!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
Hey I feel no pain.
I can think:I'm breathing ,still living.I'm alive!Yeah!
I can see!
And I see a bunch of stupid sad people calling for me!Fuck them!
I'm going back to the party to take some of that great stuff to me and tell
everyone about my stupid dream and.......HEY!!What's my head doing overthere!!!

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

My "stupid" Dog

My dog is black as the night
His feet are yellow like the sun
His hears are just like bat-wings
His tail just like a snake
He´s so stupid but he´s so lovely
He´does nothing I tell him to
He bites my hands too
I say I want to see him dead
But that would just make me so sad
Cause
I love my dog
And
My dog loves me

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

Bad Thoughts

The flame is hot
Knife´s are so sharp
With a weapon you can shot
You can jump from a building
Even try poison drinking
Gases burn your healthy lungs
While the water fills them up
Your highest hope can be hung by a rope
Such a wonderfull world we live on
Nothing is dangerous unless you want
Death is so easy to achieve
Just have to use what you see
It´s all out there
And it´s for free

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

IT'S ALL OVER

Listen to me there's nothing more to say
I've done all I could I'm standing in my way
Don't say you're sorry when you aint
Don't you try to fool me again

Fish cant swim when they're out of the water
Birds can't fly when held in a cage
You have become such a big pain
So I better run before I'm drain

Just in case you haven't got a clue
Hear my words and figger out the true

It's all over

I am sorry if I am hurting you
But that's something I'll have to do
Don´t you even try to cry
Cause what you'll get is only my goodbye

It's all over

I've sad all you have to know
Don't you say that I feel no sorrow
And if you haven't understand
You just have to shake off the sand

It's all over

@By me entre 1995 e 1997

Algo a vir

Sinto alguma coisa a vir
Lá do fundo sempre a abrir
Vejo ao longe uma luz sempre a luzir

Diz-me o que é
Diz-me o que é
Porque eu sei o que não é

Ninguém olha
Ninguém liga
Ninguém sabe o que não vê
Mas a coisa não desaparece
Pelo contrário cresce

Diz-me o que é
Diz-me o que é
Porque eu sei o que não é

Sozinho nada faço, limito-me a ver
Sozinho não consigo vencer
Ela vem
Vem com força
Sem nada para a travar
Esta sociedade vai ter de se adaptar

Diz-me o que é
Diz-me o que é
Porque eu sei o que não é


@By me algures entre 1995 e 1997